kagirinai-yume

When you adopt an animal no one prepares you for the moment he dies. That morning when you wake up in the morning from his screams. And you don't know what to do. Then he starts puking blood. And you start crying and still you don't know what to do. Just keep breathing. You call the vet but he can't come over and you don't have a car. Just stay warm. You call your mum but she's stuck at work. You call your dad and he's on his way. KEEP BREATHING. And you don't know what to do. Then he stops breathing. And no one prepares you to the shouts of your brother.You've never seen him crying before. And he's just lying there. And you do